when you’re tired but don’t want to sleep:
*barges out of coffin at funeral yelling sike*
Sometimes I dream about cancer slowly taking my life away. Say I have 3 years left to live, I’d quit school & just travel all over the world until I couldn’t anymore & died. Peacefully.
At least when I’m high, I don’t think about you.
So I’m sitting in my bed wondering what it would be like to accidentally see each other someplace. Something like if it’s been a really really long time since we’ve seen each other & you were in town the same time as me, what are the odds of us bumping in together? I know it will happen. The universe has a funny way if bringing us together. I can just imagine the butterflies I’ll get & the excitement & me telling myself “oh my god it’s fucking you, is this real, oh my he’s still hot..,” blah blah blah haha. Man I can’t wait for that to happen. You’re going to be more grown up, more different than what I probably would have expected. I’m excited to see what the future holds for ourselves & for us.